Deadpool
05-31-2012, 01:00 PM
So I've nearly finished my GCSE exams. I got about 5 or 6 roughly to go, with my final one being maths on June 19th. I plan on staying on for A-Levels and I am taking Religious Studies, Psychology and Media Studies. I have applied for a job and I have a job interview on Wednesday at 10:30 am.
I wanted to do all of this. But now I'm looking at everything I've got sorted myself at the moment and I really don't feel like I want any of it. The job I do want because it's money so I can have a good Summer with my friends. But I'm questioning my decision to stay on for my A-levels. Maybe it's because I feel stressed about my exams recently. I feel like I'm not going to get the grades I need to get and want for my GCSE's. Some of the exams I have had have been bad for me. My second RE one had two awkwardly worded 12 mark questions (everyone found it hard). The chemistry I am terrible at so I found exam hard, was only one to find it hard. Then English I wrote about the wrong thing because I didn't read the question properly. Seems like I've messed up 3 of my 8 exams I have already done.
Has anyone gone through this feeling? The feeling of not knowing what you actually want to do in life. I'm just getting this stuff sorted so that I'm actually doing something. One thing I want to do when I'm older is actually try do MMA, sounds silly but I really want to at least try to do it.
I wanted to do all of this. But now I'm looking at everything I've got sorted myself at the moment and I really don't feel like I want any of it. The job I do want because it's money so I can have a good Summer with my friends. But I'm questioning my decision to stay on for my A-levels. Maybe it's because I feel stressed about my exams recently. I feel like I'm not going to get the grades I need to get and want for my GCSE's. Some of the exams I have had have been bad for me. My second RE one had two awkwardly worded 12 mark questions (everyone found it hard). The chemistry I am terrible at so I found exam hard, was only one to find it hard. Then English I wrote about the wrong thing because I didn't read the question properly. Seems like I've messed up 3 of my 8 exams I have already done.
Has anyone gone through this feeling? The feeling of not knowing what you actually want to do in life. I'm just getting this stuff sorted so that I'm actually doing something. One thing I want to do when I'm older is actually try do MMA, sounds silly but I really want to at least try to do it.